Right after lunch? I open up that Instagram and blow a nice load all over her face. So now, I'm back to my usual routine of jerking off every day to thoughts of her. And for whatever reason, this hurt way more than her rejection.now that I know that she's just a slut like everyone else, I've pretty much lost all hope as far as dating goes. It's still a rejection, but it still fucking hurts, you know?Ī few weeks later, I hear a rumor that she's sucking some dude's dick in the parking lot at work. It makes sense, she seems like the quiet non-confrontational type. She seems so incredibly warm, sweet, humble, and quiet.Īfter months of waiting for the off chance of a brief interaction in passing, I say fuck it, and ask her out on a date after I get her number through a mutual friend in the company.

When we talk, we're with a few of our other co-workers so it isn't as awkward. We work in different departments so I rarely see her, but when I do, I'm just awestruck. So I see this girl at my work one day, and I'm FLOORED.

I've been told that my entire life, and even when it isn't said to my face, it's said to me indirectly when I ask a girl out for something as harmless as coffee and I get rejected before I even get the words out. I'm tall, lanky, awkward as fuck, and just not very attractive.